Awkward

My life is just a series of awkward moments.
Strangely, I think I could get used to this.
Every day's an adventure.

You're So Gay

What started out as an inside joke between us all has become absolute truth.
"Wooooooow" is all I have to say.
I've got to hand it to you, you had us all fooled for a while there.
On the bright side, at least now I have the gay best friend I've been looking for.
Still, it kinda sucks that all the guys I ever have an interest for turn out to be gay or uninterested.
*faceplant*

When You Fall In Love

You fall hard.
And you fall fast.

Freedom

I have never felt so young and so alive and so free.
Breaking up with you was the hardest thing to do.
But it was also the best.
I'm so glad it happened.
You were my best and worst mistake.

You

Were worth every single moment.
But now it's over.
And I guess that's all there is to it.

Love

I seriously wonder if you're worth it sometimes.

Mortality

is enescapable.
Sooner or later, death takes its toll.
It doesn't matter if you're young or old, rich or poor, black or white, or any other color.
If you're going to die, you're going to die.
I guess it serves as a reminder to the living...
Of how precious and fragile life really is.
How we should be grateful for all the things we take for granted.
Isn't it funny how that works?

High School

Most people look back at high school and remember all the things they did with their friends.
I look back and just see a whole lot of work.
It's just all school to me, really.
It makes me kinda sad.
I guess somehow I was hoping that maybe despite all the moving around and having to start over I'd still have some memories of doing things with friends...
But I don't.

The World

is full of messed up people who bring tragedy to us all.

Kurt Vonnegut

You were one of my heroes.
When I lost faith in humanity, you gave me hope that not all was lost.
Your words and stories were incredibly powerful and affected my life in so many ways.
You had an impact on so many others as well.
The world needs more people like you.

Dancing

Always makes me feel so free.
As if I've grown wings and I can just fly away.

Stop It, Stupid

Do you ever wish you could slap the stupid out of people?

I do.

The Future

Today I was confronted with the fact that in less than a month I will be forced to make big decisions.
The thought of that completely terrifies me.
I really don't know what I want to be.
I really don't know where I want to go.
Sometimes I want to stay here.
Other times I want to go somewhere faraway.
Sometimes I wish life came with instructions.

It's Been A While

And to be honest -
Not much has changed.
Actually, a lot of things have changed.
I just don't really care anymore.