Teenagerhood

I think about the stupid things I've done in the past sometimes and wonder what the hell was going through my head.

Every Year

it feels like Christmas loses more and more of its magic.

This is How I Roll

Sometimes I think I get myself into precarious situations for the hell of it.

Jokes

Sometimes I feel life is a long drawn out joke with a crappy punch line.

Gumtastic

I miss the days where I used to have something fun and interesting to say.
Civilian life will be the death of me.

In other news, I ate two packs of gum today.

Meanings

[19:12] i T z L i N k Y: I'm glad we're cool as we are and even met much less.
[19:12] i T z L i N k Y: You may not think so, but you've always had a strong impact on my life.
[19:12] i T z L i N k Y: And I just wanted to acknowledge you and let you know how much I really do appreciate you.

Even if it's many years later it's still nice to hear.
That's what's so funny about relationships, I guess.
You never really know what you had until a few years down the road.
Those times where you're sitting alone and wondering how you got to where you are.
Even if it was a complete disaster - at least you learned something.
And the memories you made make it worthwhile.

I'm glad I meant something.

Annoyance

Why is she still in the picture?

Realization

I think I've given up hope on this being anything more than what it already is.

Life as a Movie

I wish I could fast-forward through the bad parts of my day and just get to the good ones.

Words

I meant it when I told you I loved you.
A silent embrace was your response.
Maybe one day you'll be able to say it back.
Or maybe we don't need to say it all.
After all, they're only words.

Every Day

is an adventure with you.
I never know what's going to happen.
And I really don't care.
I love that we can just dive into this and go wherever it takes us.
I live for these moments.
These moments where we collapse into each other's arms laughing our asses off over whatever silly thing we happen to be doing at a particular moment.
These moments where we stay up all night talking about anything and everything.
These moments where everything just feels right.

Human Nature

is to expect the worst and hope it's not.

Death

I contemplate my own death sometimes.
How would I die?
What would people say?
Who would come to my funeral?
Slightly narcissistic but I still wonder about these things.

Struggle

I can't keep up with the world's demands of me.

Adventurous

I want to live out the adventures I dream about.

Conflict

My heart and my mind never seem to agree with each other.

Reality

My feet are on the ground but my head is in the clouds.

I Really Shouldn't Care

Really.
I shouldn't.
I don't know why I do.
You're you and I'm me.
There's no us.

New Phases

Come and go.
One ends, another begins.
Life is a series of phases.
I'm not sure where I'm at right now.
Sometimes it's scary.
But I just sit back and try to enjoy the ride.