The Future

Today I was confronted with the fact that in less than a month I will be forced to make big decisions.
The thought of that completely terrifies me.
I really don't know what I want to be.
I really don't know where I want to go.
Sometimes I want to stay here.
Other times I want to go somewhere faraway.
Sometimes I wish life came with instructions.

It's Been A While

And to be honest -
Not much has changed.
Actually, a lot of things have changed.
I just don't really care anymore.